The Fellowship Fund filled up his tank and a gas can. Through L>W., they bought him a few cigars and sent him on his way with some cash....to Greenville, maybe that's apropos, considering his last name.
just tired and sad tonight. what was the point, anyway? what a rotten ending...could not be the husband and father i thought i wanted...No respect, no trust. sons were beginning to disrespect, distrust me because i let him come here after all the trouble. then the trouble continued...still it is awful to end it in the cold with nowhere to go.
he snatched the broom out a aaron's hand while yelling at him like a deranged drill sergeant. aaron clenched his fists and his jaw and glared his hate - he was visible shaking. he couldn't speak. he tried to. dean cut him off with more yelling. a 47 year old "disabled" man challenging a 15 year old boy to fight. come on hit me he says to my son. how can anyone trust or respect that?
His warmth or comfort, or even well-being is no longer your concern, you and your children's well-being is of paramount concern. He will only destroy and hurt, he chooses and wills his own way to the detriment of himself and everyone around him. He is gone, life is to be lived, live on!!!
if he hates something or fears it, he learns to overcome it by being good at it, instead of perfecting the good things in life. He destroys whatever is good and kind and worthy of love. Instead of avoiding the bad and embracing the good, he looks for bad things to embrace so that he can claim them and conquer them. Eventually the bad conquers him and drives out the good.
Just moved back to Michigan for family reasons. Living in a resort area. (few jobs here). It takes several part time jobs to pay the bills and no benefits.
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just tired and sad tonight. what was the point, anyway? what a rotten ending...could not be the husband and father i thought i wanted...No respect, no trust. sons were beginning to disrespect, distrust me because i let him come here after all the trouble. then the trouble continued...still it is awful to end it in the cold with nowhere to go.
he snatched the broom out a aaron's hand while yelling at him like a deranged drill sergeant. aaron clenched his fists and his jaw and glared his hate - he was visible shaking. he couldn't speak. he tried to. dean cut him off with more yelling. a 47 year old "disabled" man challenging a 15 year old boy to fight. come on hit me he says to my son.
how can anyone trust or respect that?
His warmth or comfort, or even well-being is no longer your concern, you and your children's well-being is of paramount concern. He will only destroy and hurt, he chooses and wills his own way to the detriment of himself and everyone around him. He is gone, life is to be lived, live on!!!
if he hates something or fears it, he learns to overcome it by being good at it, instead of perfecting the good things in life.
He destroys whatever is good and kind and worthy of love.
Instead of avoiding the bad and embracing the good, he looks for bad things to embrace so that he can claim them and conquer them. Eventually the bad conquers him and drives out the good.
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