he has the amazing ability to always let me down
he'd get angry.
i must be incredibly dense it took me too long to realize he is an alcolholic
he'd throw things and he'd hit things and he'd hurt us
the whole time i tried to figure out
what was i doing to make him that way
what mistake did i make
how did i somehow hurt him to make him act that way.
now i have some distance from that madness
the one thing i can see now, that i couldn't see before.
it wasn't me, it was him.
it wasnt me, i was not the reason he would drink
i am not the reason he would get angry.
i am not the reason he would hurt me and hurt others
i was alright before
i will be alright again
every man has got his breaking point
the click he hears
i fear we're in the dark before the dawn.
before i heard the promises
long before this, i shook the Hand of Grace
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Hey,
I came accross your blog when I was looking for the song the lyrics of which are in this post. Do you maybe know its title?
Please, I've been looking for it for ages!
Believe it or not. i got this from an episode of Felicity. Ben was talking about his father. It was sooo relevant to a relationship i was in at the time...that had ended. i heard the song and tried to catch the lyrics...still do not know the title.
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