No idea

i have no idea where he is. most days here he would sit and watch tv. some days in a bathrobe over his clothes.
 he went to church, but refused to become involved. the dichotomy between christianity and depravity was confusing and sometimes scary. 
he rarely showered or shaved nor brushed his teeth... sounds like depression to me.
he would walk around the area picking up cans to recycle  to buy cigarettes. didn't want to ask for cig money - i would have been more appreciative if can money went to something useful instead of cancer sticks.
every once in while he cooked for us, mostly just for himself. some dishes were washed.
then he began buying alcohol again.
 waiting for a check in the mail..
.talked about past, politics, paparazzi.
didn't do the things you would expect a man to do. wants to be respected for past accomplishments and for being a 47 year old male.
 has no idea how to maintain trust and affection.  ignores the people who love him most. almost always charming to outsiders.
has burnt most bridges and fiddled while they burned.
then he began buying alcohol again. waiting for a check in the mail...